It's been a while since I've blogged. I was busy the first half of the week. Then, after reading about Rachel's loss, I really didn't know what to say. My heart just breaks for her and her daughter every time I think about it. At the same time, I'm amazed at how all the military spouses have came together through a tough time.
If you keep up with my blog, you know that Anthony will have his first deployment in May. I try to keep it in the back of my mind and enjoy the time that I have with him now. I'm kind of scared of what I will be like when the time gets closer. I remember how I felt before he left for basic (which was only 6 1/2 weeks). I cried for days leading up to it and I cried pretty much the whole time he was gone. I cry as I think about it.
So, I ask, how do you cope with it and what do you recommend doing to make it easier?
4 weeks ago